the most

i woke up to my wholeness-
i know what love feels like...

the sun is shining,
our skin is touching,
presence is blisssss.

soft touches,
locked gazes,
holding each other like
prized possessions.
the mutual devotion i miss the most.

that presence the most,
that energy the most,
but that never will be the most:
-The Loss of Self.