awe

she prescribed 4 ft boundaries for my porosity,
and confirmed that i am in fact (most definately in)
another dimension,
explaining to me that awe is the opposite of trauma,
and that it will open the door to more grief.

so i am not crazy,
and i am not disassociating,
i am in fact in
a new reality.

i like it here,
it feels like an in door nap on a sunny day,
and i want nothing more than to r e l i s h in this luxury.